Posts Tagged With: moving on
Freedom IS happiness :)
The truth is, things have never been more clear to me than they are now. So many things make sense that I’m careful enough not to argue or question them anymore because I would only be complicating the truth. In a nutshell, the truth is that you and I never really worked. And I’m happy [...]
My heart is fixed.
“Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable.” Wizard of Oz Luckily, I woke up and I see that the world is just as it should be.” – Julianne, My Best Friend’s Wedding “The one who loves, waits.” – Love At Large It’s funny when you think about how life works sometimes. The [...]
Hurting has to end at some point
I wonder whether it’s normal that until now, a year or so after I got my heart broken, I’m still not over it. It’s been over a year and I feel I’ve made little progress in forgetting. I don’t cry as much, and I am not hurt as much as I was hurting then when [...]
Retracing my steps
*Nate dropped by my place last Thursday to ask me to accompany him to Pasay Victory. He was already parked outside the house and was unsure if anybody was at home because there were no lights turned on. His frantic phone conversation goes, “KZ, samahan mo ko bili ako ng ticket for Baguio.” As soon [...]
Practically burned
I was going through my wallet this morning to throw away receipts and unnecessary papers (like grocery lists of long ago, bus fare tickets, atm receipts) that take up the bulk of my wallet. How I wish cash actually makes my wallet bulky, but all I have are receipts, cards, and pictures which I’m not [...]
When one’s heart is broken
October 2, 2008 I slept at around 2:00 am. I woke up 4 hours after. My heavy heart is causing me to be sleepless. It didn’t make me sleep last night even when my body really needed to rest. I tried all that I can to just lay in bed and sleep, but many thoughts [...]
Departure
There is a time for departure even when there is no certain place to go. There’s a line from Sarah McLachlan that goes, “I have the sense to recognize that I don’t know how to let you go.” And I feel that way with you now. What is letting go? I’ve heard about it from [...]
To do likewise
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to go back in time and do things differently. My life is full of scenarios of what-ifs and could-have-beens, and with them come regrets sometimes. I think about choices I’ve made and having to live with those choices everyday. I think about losses: lost love and lost [...]
Weighing scale
I wish we could all go back to being kids every time we have to be an adult over something. Like handling questions. Kids can always get away with irresponsible answers like “eh kasi sabi niya eh” or “hindi ko po alam” and people will not take it against them. They can get away with [...]
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